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A young woman named Pu Karmakar (20) committed suicide by jumping into the Padma river after repeatedly failing the admission test. On Tuesday (April 30) evening, the young woman committed suicide by jumping into the Godarbazar Padma River in Mizanpur Union of Rajbari Sadar Upazila.
It is known that the PU worker passed the HSC examination from the science department of Rajbari Government College. This year, public universities and cluster colleges participated in the admission test. He said that he would commit suicide by posting a status on Facebook after not getting a chance in the public university and then the cluster college admission test.
After committing suicide in Padma, he was rescued and taken to Rajbari Sadar Hospital where he was pronounced dead by the on-duty doctor. The deceased young Pew Karmakar is the daughter of Krishnapad Karmakar of Ward No. 3 Binodpur village of Rajbari Municipality.
Mohammad Saiful, the doctor on duty in the emergency department of Rajbari Sadar Hospital, said that he died before being brought to the hospital.
In a Facebook post before suicide, the young woman wrote, 'Guchch was my last hope. I don't know when the result will be given. The exam was fair there was a hope but my luck didn't let that hope come true. There are 5 options, I filled the circle of Biology and English by mistake and saw it today. But I answered Bengali. All my dreams are over. One by one I push from Dhabi, Rabi, Jabi for a little bit. I know that I was not less trying for my luck. I used to read all day and night. My parents had many dreams for me but I could not give anything. My grandfather wanted me to become a doctor. I also dreamed of becoming a doctor since childhood. My luck was so bad that I started taking the medical admission preparation but couldn't even sit for the medical. It's a big shock. Even though I was broken, I did not give up. This admission period has given me so much trouble. '
He also wrote, 'I could not take all this anymore. I was just looking for a shelter. The last shelter was over. Many people and many relatives are listening to many things. I also have to listen to the question why father should study in Dhaka as he has some financial problems. But I was patient that I could. But I couldn't anymore. I sit alone in the house all day. People have many friends but I have not found anyone by my side. The one who was most needed, the one whom I thought was my best friend, I didn't get by my side. Maybe if I had someone to support me, this death would not have happened to me today. I don't have any mental or physical strength to prepare for the second time. My life stopped here. '
In the suicide note, he wrote, 'I used to cry sometimes when I went to my mother, but she didn't understand me. I am a burden to everyone. These big dreams of mine are responsible for my death. I have not been able to fulfill the dreams of my father and mother. If you want to see me for the last time, look for me in the river. I don't want to die like this. Stay well everyone. I can't take this life of mine anymore. Forgive me everyone. I could not live like this anymore. '
Some classmates of PU workers said, 'PU prepared for admission to public universities after HSC examination. But he did not get a chance in any university in the entrance exam. Besides, he did not get a chance to get admission in any college in the cluster college admission test. Because of which he was mentally broken. But we didn't think it would take it to this level.
